Friday, April 13, 2012

Holding Electa

Elect Ruth is now 2.8lbs. Just 1 ounce over her birth weight. Her artery cord was removed making it officially possible for mommy to hold her for the first time.


They put a pick line in her arm so that that can draw blood often without poking her over and over. (it is similar to an IV that you get in your arm but it runs up her vein since she is so tiny.) Right here she has high flow in! Which is really awesome for her to be on it for 6 hours at a time. After I held her it was time for c-pap to be put back on. (gigantic head gear if you ask me!!!)


It took two nurses to get her to me, making sure all the cords and wires and tubes were all coming with her and in order. She felt so tiny on my chest but still so wonderful!


 I stopped bleeding the third day after my c-section and thought it was not right but the doctor said it was okay. The second she was placed on me I had a large gush of blood soak through my pants. I soaked through three pads after that in just four hours. I also almost fainted from so much blood loss. Either that or it was cafeteria food poisoning. The nurse had me lay myself in a recliner and she put a wet rag on my forehead and brought me ice water. She told me I had lost all color and was worried about me. After a rough and tough nights sleep I got over the light headedness and the nausea. I hate leaving my busy and wonderful home life filled with a husband and three needy children for this lame hospital where I always seem to get no sleep and a lot of loneliness. But holding her makes most of it worth it. I can't wait to hold her  more!!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

C-Section

    Having a C-Section is not a great experience to have. I have had three natural births with some hard after-birth pain, which got worse after each baby. This tops all of that. Think about it. My first I had 18 hours of hard labor. My second was only 2 and 1/2 hours of labor. My third was 10 hours of labor (three of it very hard)! And all three after births I wanted pain killers even though I am not a pain killer person! The C-Section part was so scary, partly because I wasn't prepared for it and partly because I could feel all the pressure and tugging and the baby freaking out. (she literally squirmed rapidly into my ribs the second they took that blade to my abdomen! She was freaked out, her environment was being attacked!)
     It was terrifying yet not bad because there was no pain at all, until the spinal and drugs started wearing off! Then it was HECK! I had several panic attacks due to feeling like my lungs were constricting! It was kind of traumatizing. Recovery from major surgery isn't as easy as afterbirth, not for me. It could also be that I have been on bed rest for so long as well.

Below: Waiting for the C-Section

Below: Me, terrified to death but acting thrilled!

Below: MOM, DAD, and our MIRACLE

Electa Ruth


     Now I am home trying to reclaim the role of MOTHERHOOD that was ripped from me. The role of being a great wife and a homemaker. I miss my responsibilities and am glad to get them back, even if it is slow and taking one day at a time.